Living life all alone

I go through times when it is so hard to be alone. The past few weeks have been a huge struggle. I try not to think about it, but it keeps hitting me in the face.

I can't understand the purpose that God has for my current circumstance, it is rather painful. I long to have someone to love, I know it won't be easy but I want it. 

I will probably always have a reason to complain. I will always feel alone, even in a crowd of people.